hahahaha... omg this is SO amusing! *ROFL*
Read abt it in my other blog. HEEZ. poor el... yesh poor juu.... *pats*

new blog add.

www.livejournal.com/~uruhahaha

i will still be keeping this blog though. Though most of the stuff will be over in the other one. Livejournal iSh fun! XD

i think my internal clock has screwed up. i feel tired at weird hours of the day then have difficulty sleeping when im supposed to.>_< Slept at 4am and woke up late as a result this morning. set the alarm clock to 7.30 but only woke up at 8.30(apparently i switched it off it wen it sounded) managed to rush outta the house at 8.45.O.o||

the rest of the day went quite well tho... went for guitar(tho it was disastrous... but we pulled thru... THAT'S an accomplishment, no? :D) then did library duty for 4 hrs(4 more to go!). Met el after tt. As usual, we went walked rnd aimlessly (wif half the time spent on trying to fix our hair =x=;;). El bought her wallet(the one i was intending to buy her for x'mas -_-|||) then we walked arnd summore(STILL aimlessly;i didnt buy i thg >3<||) until my dad called to scold me.
It was fun.
Think she's coming over to watch the Gazette live tmr. *wuvs*
m suddenly relating El to the hamsters at home...?! O.o|| well... come to think of it... the do have quite abit in common. ^^;

we have been BUTT-INVADED. *looks stern*
*ROFL*

http://www.c-able.ne.jp/~cuteesu/zukan/c-onsoku.html

Blogger is so TOTALLY hateful t i cant put my resentment into words! It sucks MUCHLY. *glares it down*i've been trying to blog a few entries for the past few days but it either friggin ate my entry or refused to cooperate(in anyway possible).

Anyway...today has been a delightful/sucky(?!) day. U see... ppl's mood affect me. Wun really be able to feel the GLEE if those arnd me arent happy. It juz doesnt feel right being joyful.
i have been undeniably happy today for several very good reasons, and i'd like to say that the things which have happened helped me realise that life is not juz about urself. Itz about others. And of course, itz about living. Itz about enjoying the fact that u're indeed there, not juz existing, but living.
It also occurred to me that good things come in small little packages and itz these things which help to light up our lives. This is despite the fact that there are always things we're unhappy and dissatisfied about...because what matters is that u've tried ur best in living....despite the loadshit full of disheartening happenings and the unfairness of reality.
What matters is that we're actually able to cherish every single happiness and hold on to them.



....think im being too... philosophical and...optimistic.O.o pardon me. =.=

im considering letting my ear rot so tt the earhole survives...-_- im crazy.
>.< maybe im exaggerating. But it really is bleeding.O.o;;
Wonder how kyo did it.-__- Kyo kun sugee~~ (tte nani?!) =.=

anw, jrock cosplay has been pushed forward to 11 december. still at chjimes.

My left foot is still hurting and earhole i pierced god-knows-how-many-wks-ago has yet to heal. Maybe itz gona rot for all i know. Yeah~~for paying 5 bucks to get my ears to rot.=.=;;

moreover, i do not really feel the difference between having pw or not--it all feels the same.

No, actually it doesnt. I think i feel even worse after i have officially discarded(literally--tore up all my scripts and threw them into the dustbin in sch while cackling -_-) all my pw stuff. Not having to bother about pw anymore means i'll hafta face reality and start doing my holiday assignments. To me, ttz WORSE than pw.

It actually struck me a moment ago tt i've been hurling lotsa curse words at ppl this yr. Now, i suddenly haf the urge to scream "You Fxxking, freakin,damnedth, stinking LOWLIFE!" to noone in particular. I am weird.

There've also been several things which i've done/not done in the past mth that have caused me to regret and reconsider. Is it really true that women are fickle-minded?!

In addition, i admit that i'm no saint. The list of my bad points can probably fill a page(or more). Do i really care?-__-

I simply CANT believe that this has actually happened! Dammit! i should have gone down to liang court despite the rain and my headache. Then i could haf talked to them! (leaving my friend alone? O.o) *hits self on the head* *pouts and cries*

To do:

#look out for bishies
#start doing some real work
#finish drawing the tarots i startd drawing a few weeks ago...O.o
#diet DIET!!!
#exercise
#delete all PW related stuff
#get more sleep DAMMIT.
#do sthg abt my pimples
#save up for x'mas shopping

*pouts*
*dies*

Singtel connection sucks. It d/c every few minutes! >:(

Anw, tmr's OP. Hope everythg goes well. Hope that the videos play well and the stupid comp doesnt hang like it did during dry run. most of all, hope i dun goof. I shall be good and try to memorise my script later.O.o
My grp's planning on celebrating at sakae sushi on friday to mark the end of he torture we've been gg through for the past yr. XD *waves to money wif flowery hankie* Oh. not to forget xmas shopping. *sobs inna corner8
*eyes atm card*

Btw,
El and mel: el, ur sis wld hafta buy the tickets for d cosplay event onnat day itself. Same goes for mel. sis' friend said cant book anymore tickets. =.=